Alhamdulillah, at last Allah has given me the opportunity to re-modify my blog to a sharing space that I would like my readers, friends and family to engage with me in some of the issues that perhaps we, have forgotten or overlooked.
Alright, for those who know me,
some may feel surprise with the changes I made on this site.
I used to share things in my mind and heart without really giving the thought of the true hidden meaning of what I had shared previously.
I somehow just wrote for the sake of pouring out my thoughts,
just for the sake of telling what's in my mind and my heart.
I emphasized very much on my language and my writing because I truly believe
the way we write connects to the heart of those reading.
Now I would like to manifest the knowledge that Allah has bestowed upon me to write pieces of writing that hopefully connect us back to Him. Insyallah.
To start off, I would like to share the feelings I experience upon the changes in me.
"When I was away from Him, I felt everyday was just a mere day to end with.
When I was not thinking of Him, I sought for mere fun and the craving was not curable.
Each night ended with 'sigh', thinking to myself "what I'm gonna do tomorrow?"
Day by day and night by night,
time just passed by
and I forgot how blessed I was with all the 'nikmat' He has given me.
that was me and it was not long time ago.
and today, at this very moment,
I feel very near to Him when I kneel and pray
because I know He always listens
and I know that He loves me, and everyone around me,
because if He doesn't,
I would definitely in my old state, clueless and meaningless.
The crave for fun was no longer inside me.
because I can feel that my heart is craving for His forgiveness and love
because I no longer see the mere world
because I finally see what's await in the hereafter
For Allah is the most Gracious and most Merciful.
and I seek for His mercy and forgivness
to forgive me, my beloved parents, family, friends, teachers and those around me.
...and that's my prayer (doa) to Allah S.W.T
"Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima Taubat"
Then exalt (Him) with praise of your Lord and ask forgiveness of Him.
Indeed, He is ever Accepting of repentance. (Surah An-Nasr, 110:3)